7.12.2002
....Godess...I don't know what to say right now...This is a tenative goodbye to my friends...I might not be here much longer...Parents suck.
Its hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted, its so pathetic, it makes no sense at all
Im ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away
What stupid poem could fix this home, I'd read it every day
So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away
It was mine, so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
it's not right.
Their anger hurts my ear, been running strong for seven years
Rather then fix the problem, they never solve them, it makes no sense at all
I see them everyday, we get along so why can't they?
If this is what he wants, and its what she wants,then whys there so much pain?
So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
it's not right.
So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
it's not right
it`s not right
it`s not right
it`s not right
Its hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted, its so pathetic, it makes no sense at all
Im ripe with things to say, the words rot and fall away
What stupid poem could fix this home, I'd read it every day
So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away
It was mine, so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
it's not right.
Their anger hurts my ear, been running strong for seven years
Rather then fix the problem, they never solve them, it makes no sense at all
I see them everyday, we get along so why can't they?
If this is what he wants, and its what she wants,then whys there so much pain?
So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
it's not right.
So here's your holiday,
hope you enjoy it this time, you gave it all away.
It was mine,so when your dead and gone,
will you remember this night, twenty years now lost,
it's not right
it`s not right
it`s not right
it`s not right
7.07.2002
You walk out into the sports hall
Lights go down
It's a whole different scene...
Light in motion
Light in motion
Lights up emotion
It's hard to walk away...
You could have it all...
We could have it all...
But love,
You shine like a burning star
Falling from the sky tonight.
And love,
You fall like a burning star
Falling from the sky tonight...
Time for a "I Love/Hate" blog...
I Love :
The smell of sunblock
Full moons
The raw emotion in Bono's voice
Talking with Kelli
My androgenous nature towards sex
Being pale as possible
Dressing in vintage clothing...like from the 20s and not the 60s
My eyes
A man's neck and shoulders if the muscle is nicely defined...but not like body-builder...more like Brad Pitt ^_~
Ewan McGregor
European accents
Crimson lipstick and nail-polish...none of this orange-based shit
Feeling needed and wanted
Practicing Wicca
Frustrating Casey with not being turned on
Tact...¬.¬''
Seasons 1-3 of Buffy
Seasons 1-5 of The X-Files
And...
Knowing at the end of the day, I'm still my biggest fan
I Hate :
Not being able to express my emotions in words
Being clumsy/awkward
Not being turned on by any guy (not necessarily that I hate it but that it's frustrating)
My short fingers
Not being as pale as I want to be
The superfluous, disposable stuff they play on Q94
That sex is so complicated
That Casey doesn't think sex is complicated at all ¬.¬''
All the fucking drama that my friends go through...it's the same shit every week...everyone hates everyone I think
Bikini waxes O.o'' ow
And...
Knowing at the end of day, I'm still my biggest fan.
Lights go down
It's a whole different scene...
Light in motion
Light in motion
Lights up emotion
It's hard to walk away...
You could have it all...
We could have it all...
But love,
You shine like a burning star
Falling from the sky tonight.
And love,
You fall like a burning star
Falling from the sky tonight...
Time for a "I Love/Hate" blog...
I Love :
The smell of sunblock
Full moons
The raw emotion in Bono's voice
Talking with Kelli
My androgenous nature towards sex
Being pale as possible
Dressing in vintage clothing...like from the 20s and not the 60s
My eyes
A man's neck and shoulders if the muscle is nicely defined...but not like body-builder...more like Brad Pitt ^_~
Ewan McGregor
European accents
Crimson lipstick and nail-polish...none of this orange-based shit
Feeling needed and wanted
Practicing Wicca
Frustrating Casey with not being turned on
Tact...¬.¬''
Seasons 1-3 of Buffy
Seasons 1-5 of The X-Files
And...
Knowing at the end of the day, I'm still my biggest fan
I Hate :
Not being able to express my emotions in words
Being clumsy/awkward
Not being turned on by any guy (not necessarily that I hate it but that it's frustrating)
My short fingers
Not being as pale as I want to be
The superfluous, disposable stuff they play on Q94
That sex is so complicated
That Casey doesn't think sex is complicated at all ¬.¬''
All the fucking drama that my friends go through...it's the same shit every week...everyone hates everyone I think
Bikini waxes O.o'' ow
And...
Knowing at the end of day, I'm still my biggest fan.
