8.24.2002
I know I promised to talk about fanfiction, but I feel really shitty right now so I'll blog about that instead.
I strongly believe that I may be bipolar. Tonight, I was fine, great, super even, but then at home after work, I cried for two hours because of my fucking checkbook. I took this test recently they had in Time magazine, they had this huge article about kids and bipolar disorder, and I answered 17 of the questions yes...the mag. said if I answered at least 20 or more to consult a psychiatrist. I have a history of mental illness in my family. My uncle is severely schizophrenic, and my cousin has severe bipolar disorder. I mean, you can be talking to her and she'll be laughing and whatnot, and then for no apparant reason just fly into a rage, screaming and cussing and crying. Part of it stems from her being on so much medication for years...
Maybe I just need to learn not to repress so much...
When I've shown you that I just don't care
When I'm throwing punches in the air
When I'm broken down and I can't stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?
I strongly believe that I may be bipolar. Tonight, I was fine, great, super even, but then at home after work, I cried for two hours because of my fucking checkbook. I took this test recently they had in Time magazine, they had this huge article about kids and bipolar disorder, and I answered 17 of the questions yes...the mag. said if I answered at least 20 or more to consult a psychiatrist. I have a history of mental illness in my family. My uncle is severely schizophrenic, and my cousin has severe bipolar disorder. I mean, you can be talking to her and she'll be laughing and whatnot, and then for no apparant reason just fly into a rage, screaming and cussing and crying. Part of it stems from her being on so much medication for years...
Maybe I just need to learn not to repress so much...
When I've shown you that I just don't care
When I'm throwing punches in the air
When I'm broken down and I can't stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?
