light my way

I really don't have anything to say tonight, but since I've blogged alot recently, I feel as if I should put something meaningful down.

I've been watching Cirque and Friends on Bravo all week. If and when Cirque Du Soleil comes back to the area, I'd love to go see it. Their Alegría show is my favorite. I love the music, the costumes (which many consider the best out of all the Cirque shows), the story of how peasants can be kings and such, and the characters. I've been listening to the title song from that show over and over again, and it has yet to grow old to me. Here's an excerpt from that song, which I highly suggest downloading:

Alegría
Como la luz de la vida
Alegría
Como un payaso que grita
Alegría
Del estupendo grito
De la tristeza loca
Serena,
Como la rabia de amar
Alegría
Como un asalto de felicidad

Del estupendo grito
De la tristeza loca
Serena,
Como la rabia de amar
Alegría
Como un asalto de felicidad

There is a love in me raging
Alegría
A joyous, magical feeling

What else...oh yes, I've become absolutely entranced by Tom Waits. He's an incredible song writer and musician. Go listen, even if you don't care.

I have discovered a horrible dirty secret about myself. I actually like Fred/George twincest fic *dies* Bad Megan, no biscuit...It's just so tempting though, like a bad car crash, you just can't help but stare. Goddess help me o.x...

The simple lack of her is more to me than others' presence.

Monsoon Wedding is one of the most interesting films I've ever seen. Makes me want to attend a Hindu wedding. The music, the clothes, the dancing, the decorations, it was fabulous looking.

That's really all I wanted to say.

I realize that I've talked this subject to death, but seeing as how I have to face it day in and day out, I'm going to "beat it into the ground" again.

I will not have a boyfriend by graduation. That is my prediction. I honestly don't understand why I don't have boyfriends, real boyfriends. Do I give off bad vibes to guys or something? Casey said it was because I'm androgynous. I'm tempted to believe him. Lily told me she was going to try to set me up on a blind date, but considering how when friends say that they're going to hook me up and never do, I'm not really getting my hopes up. My horoscope predicts I'm supposed to meet up with a Capricorn sometime soon, but then, it always says something like that.

Okay, something different now...

I have seen Harry Potter and The Chamber of Secrets three times now. And I lurve it ^_^ All the kids are just adorable, including the boy who plays Colin Creevy. Just adorable *g* ...*drools over Draco* So hot...want to touch the Malfoy o_O Too bad he's only 15. The guy who played Tom was cute, but I thought his hair was absolutely atrocious. It was so sad, seeing Richard Harris up there, and knowing he's passed away. Puts a very sombering mood on the movie. Alan Rickman was superb, as was Kenneth Branagh, and the two played off each other brillantly. They really seemed to be enjoying insulting each others' characters subtly.

Gods, I'm so worried about college x.x...I really hope Lily decides to go to Longwood and we get an apartment, I'd feel immensely better if she did. Then I'd actually know someone at the school. Augh, talking about Lily is depressing me about not having a boyfriend. She showed me pictures of her and Andy, and they just looked so cute and perfect together. x.x''...

Things that bother you never bother me,
I'm as happy as pie, a-ha!
Living in the sunlight, loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time.
Haven't got a lot, I don't need a lot,
Coffee's only a dime,
Living in the sunlight, loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time.
Just take it from me, I'm just as free as any brother,
I do what I like, just when I like, and how I love it!
I'm right here to stay, when I'm old and gray,
I'll be right in my prime,
Living in the sunlight, loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time!