light my way

I am the Ringbearer and my Fellowship is...

Sam - Laura. She has grounded me though thick and thin, and has (seemingly) never tired of me. Many perils and sorrows we have faced. I'd be lost without her.

Pippin - Jesse. She epitomizes what Pippin represents - a childlike innocence and attitude that remains even in times of strife. She never fails to bring a smile to my face :)

Merry - Erin. Witty, clever, and just a wee bit immature when around Jesse. She also never ceases to amaze me with tales of her journeys to downtown Richmond.

Aragorn - James. Decisive and quick-witted, James leads me to wherever I need to be. He's always there to protect me, and to make sure I make the right decisions.

Gandalf - Heather. Always calm and collected, she is an infintly kind and gentle soul who is always there to lend an ear when I have problems. If a bunch of people fell into a pit of doom, she'd be the first person I'd rescue.

Boromir - Kelli. Just as Boromir fought his inner demons, so has Kelli. She can be secretive and snappish, but underneath it all is a noble and strong soul that lends itself to helping me time and time again.

Legalos - Lily. Gorgeous, but definitely not shallow. Lily is able to interact with everyone, and make friends with just about everyone. She always seems to know the right thing to say at the right time. I can only sit back and marvel at it, and her.

Gimli - Casey. Stubborn and argumentive, but compassionate. Despite his brutul honesty and gruffness, Casey's heart is both true and in the right place. He has remained a friend for 3 years now, even though I had become very disassociated with the whole of him for a period. Just don't touch his beard.

I don't know how long I been thinkin'...
Bout what I'd say if I knew your name...
-John Rixey

Got a new prom dress...go me.

James might either go with a zoot suit or a regular tux, he hasn't decided yet though.

66 more days till Graduation...fuckin waaay too long.

I asked them and asked them I don't know how many fucking times...and they never checked up on it.

My mom tonight: "Oh yeah, Bruce got an email today saying that your dress had already been sold."

...and I'm sitting here crying my fucking eyes out over it. Thanks you two, thanks for ruining my prom plans. I appreciate it.

I KrNbOi I: Meeeeeeeeeg.....lets just run off to the beach now
Drusilla Bell: I want to. I really do. But I have to graduate first :X
I KrNbOi I: no ones renting that damn house....we could just go in and live there until someone decides to come in and rent it
I KrNbOi I: no you dont....u can just say u did :-D
Drusilla Bell: i wish :]

I'm sorry I'm being such a bitch. I didn't mean to pull away.

But things are bothering me, and I find myself looking at people through new eyes, and seeing how different we really are. And I find myself not liking these new, but still the same, people. Little things I used to be able to stand now grate on my every nerve. I don't want to be here anymore.

Beach week is too far away. Let's run away, James. Leave the world behind...



I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else

But now through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything

So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever

Whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love

I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,

In my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
everything that matters to me,
matters in this world

I wish that I could turn back time
coz now all the guilt is mine
can't live without
the trust from those you love

I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love and pride
because of that, its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down

Now I feel like shit...sorry Laura ~_~...