3.21.2003
"Women are neither a Ginger nor a Mary Ann, a Mary nor a Rhoda, a Rachel nor a Monica, a Madonna nor a whore, high maintenance nor low maintenance, nor anything else you may have seen on TV, read at a bookstore counter, or heard Billy Crystal say. We are all and/or none of these things, plus ten thousand other things that are constantly transmogrifying into more confusing things. One concept or phrase cannot begin to contain us. We do not stand united on any one principle, except perhaps this: We all love flowers, ponies, puppies, kitties, and rainbows. That is absolutely 100 percent true. "
-Esquire magazine:
10 Things You Don't Know About Women
By Stacey Grenrock Woods
August 2002, Volume 138, Issue 2
-Esquire magazine:
10 Things You Don't Know About Women
By Stacey Grenrock Woods
August 2002, Volume 138, Issue 2
3.20.2003
I'm loving this song...and I really want to see the movie. But every time I go to rent, some stupid middle-aged person says to me, "That movie was so bad, blah blah blah..." Still want to see it though.
Paul McCartney - Vanilla Sky
The chef prepares a special menu for your delight, oh my
Tonight you fly so high up in the vanilla sky
Unbearable or great
You gotta love every hour, you must appreciate
This is your time
This is your day
You've got it all
Don't blow it away
The chef prepares a special menu for your delight, oh my
Tonight you fly so high up in the vanilla sky
Melted tinbeads cast your fortune in a glass of wine
Snail or fish, balloon or dolphin, see yourself shine
This is your time
This is your day
You've got it all
Don't blow it away
The chef prepares a special menu for your delight, oh my
Tonight you fly so high up in the vanilla sky
In the vanilla, in the vanilla, in the vanilla sky
In the vanilla, in the vanilla, in the vanilla sky
In the vanilla sky
Paul McCartney - Vanilla Sky
The chef prepares a special menu for your delight, oh my
Tonight you fly so high up in the vanilla sky
Unbearable or great
You gotta love every hour, you must appreciate
This is your time
This is your day
You've got it all
Don't blow it away
The chef prepares a special menu for your delight, oh my
Tonight you fly so high up in the vanilla sky
Melted tinbeads cast your fortune in a glass of wine
Snail or fish, balloon or dolphin, see yourself shine
This is your time
This is your day
You've got it all
Don't blow it away
The chef prepares a special menu for your delight, oh my
Tonight you fly so high up in the vanilla sky
In the vanilla, in the vanilla, in the vanilla sky
In the vanilla, in the vanilla, in the vanilla sky
In the vanilla sky
3.19.2003
So...tonight was interesting, to say the least.
I hung out at Eckerd for about 2 hours, and Joseph, the guy I dated for like a week and a half over the summer, came in. He asked Kelly if there were any girls that worked there, and she went and got me. Ugh. He told me he wanted to take me to lunch, but I'm pretty sure he wouldn't have paid for me. Cheapskate.
I left at about ten till 8, and went home. It was then decided that I was hungry, so I called James. He was at Ukrops having a pizza, which completely ruined my plan of asking him if he wanted to go get something like at Taco Hell or something. But he invited me over, because it was just him and his friend Patrick.
I get there, and we're just eating pizza and talking about nothing in particular. Then James is like, "Oh, Pat Gorem's coming by. I told him about since he's going to Longwood also," or something like that.
Pat arrives a little later, and he's very nice in all honesty. He talked about beach week, and drinking and things of that nature. Small, conversational talk, really.
Ok, so it wasn't that interesting of a night. But still...
[Edit at 11:07 PM]
Watching It's A Wonderful Life, and there's this scene where Jimmy Stewart and the woman, Reed's her last name or something, and they have to listen to this guy on one phone because the director would think it'd look better. They're standing really close, and Reed's gorgeous to begin with...Jimmy Stewart can really do nothing but just abosutely shake with desire for this woman. It's one of the most erotic scenes I've ever seen in a film, and that's saying a lot because sex now in movies is just tits and ass and shitty background music. No, back then, you didn't need gratuitous nudity to be erotic and captivating.
It was classy.
Quizzes for the evening:
Jessica Rabbit
Who 's Your Inner Sexy Cartoon Chick ?
brought to you by Quizilla
What Anime Art Style Are You?
I hung out at Eckerd for about 2 hours, and Joseph, the guy I dated for like a week and a half over the summer, came in. He asked Kelly if there were any girls that worked there, and she went and got me. Ugh. He told me he wanted to take me to lunch, but I'm pretty sure he wouldn't have paid for me. Cheapskate.
I left at about ten till 8, and went home. It was then decided that I was hungry, so I called James. He was at Ukrops having a pizza, which completely ruined my plan of asking him if he wanted to go get something like at Taco Hell or something. But he invited me over, because it was just him and his friend Patrick.
I get there, and we're just eating pizza and talking about nothing in particular. Then James is like, "Oh, Pat Gorem's coming by. I told him about since he's going to Longwood also," or something like that.
Pat arrives a little later, and he's very nice in all honesty. He talked about beach week, and drinking and things of that nature. Small, conversational talk, really.
Ok, so it wasn't that interesting of a night. But still...
[Edit at 11:07 PM]
Watching It's A Wonderful Life, and there's this scene where Jimmy Stewart and the woman, Reed's her last name or something, and they have to listen to this guy on one phone because the director would think it'd look better. They're standing really close, and Reed's gorgeous to begin with...Jimmy Stewart can really do nothing but just abosutely shake with desire for this woman. It's one of the most erotic scenes I've ever seen in a film, and that's saying a lot because sex now in movies is just tits and ass and shitty background music. No, back then, you didn't need gratuitous nudity to be erotic and captivating.
It was classy.
Quizzes for the evening:
Jessica Rabbit
Who 's Your Inner Sexy Cartoon Chick ?
brought to you by Quizilla
What Anime Art Style Are You?
3.16.2003
This is was fun...making conversation using U2 song titles:
chzychik: i want to go where the streets have no name
Drusilla Bell: but i still haven't found what i'm looking for
chzychik: i'm gonna go there with or without you
Drusilla Bell: walk on, then
chzy chik: but i can't leave without the sweetest thing
Drusilla Bell: One life, though, you got to do what you should
chzy chik: maybe in a little while
Drusilla Bell: seems like you're stuck in a moment you can't get out of
chzy chik: i feel like i'm in the middle of an electrical storm
Drusilla Bell: you'll be all right if god will send his angels
chzy chik: will it be even better than the real thing?
Drusilla Bell: They say God works in mysterious ways
chzy chik: i'm trying to throw my arms around the world
Drusilla Bell: but you need the hands that built america to do that
chzy chik: in the name of love, right?
Drusilla Bell: that, and desire
chzy chik: then who's gonna ride the wild horses?
Drusilla Bell: the pretty little angel of harlem, of course
chzy chik: will she do it with the lady with the spinning head?
Drusilla Bell: they'll both do it dancing barefoot
chzy chik: what'll happen to the wanderer?
Drusilla Bell: he'll walk to the water
chzy chik: i guess some days are better than others
Drusilla Bell: i hear sunday, bloody sunday is the worst
chzy chik: it's a dirty day that's for sure
Drusilla Bell: tell me, do you feel loved?
chzy chik: i feel numb
Drusilla Bell: you won't if you wear that velvet dress
chzy chik: i need somone to hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me
Drusilla Bell: you can find that at the playboy mansion
chzy chik: maybe i should go dancing at the discotheque
Drusilla Bell: i will follow, if you let me
chzy chik: until the last night on earth?
Drusilla Bell: night and day
chzy chik: let's go to miami then
Drusilla Bell: we'll have a sort of homecoming
chzy chik: and we'll be staring at the sun
Drusilla Bell: can we watch on one tree hill?
chzy chik: at twilight
Drusilla Bell: maybe i'll go to heartland then
chzy chik: near the shadows and tall trees?
Drusilla Bell: yes, in god's country
chzy chik: that'll provide some stories for boys
Drusilla Bell: I can name 40 of them
chzy chik: maybe you can do it another time, another place
Drusilla Bell: perhaps i'll try on new years day
chzy chik: i can hear the 11 o'clock tick tock
Drusilla Bell: the electric co. makes that sound
chzychik: maybe i'll hear it again tomorrow
Drusilla Bell: will you hear it when love comes to town?
chzy chik: i was hoping to hear it when i threw a brick though a window
Drusilla Bell: you're such a funny party girl
chzy chik: is that all?
Drusilla Bell: bad, isn't it?
chzy chik: you're an unforgettable fire
Drusilla Bell: i admire your grace
chzy chik: i admire elvis presley and america
Drusilla Bell: i only admire them when i look at the world
chzy chik: i like them on the 4th of july
Drusilla Bell: hallelujah to that
chzy chik: i need to exit
Drusilla Bell: where did it all go wrong?
chzy chik: when i tripped through your wires
Drusilla Bell: i'll take you to your blue room if you want
chzy chik: i surrender
Drusilla Bell: don't surrender to my everlasting love
chzy chik: i won't because our two hearts beat as one
Drusilla Bell: then let love rescue me
chzy chik: this feels just like a song
Drusilla Bell: please, tell me more
chzy chik: i wish it felt like summer rain outside
Drusilla Bell: the sun's being an absolute mofo it seems
chzy chik: we should go fly a kite soon
Drusilla Bell: we can go slow dancing afterwards
chzy chik: and eat wild honey
Drusilla Bell: i'll bring some lemons, if you like
chzy chik: it'll be a beautiful day
Drusilla Bell: with an indian summer sky overhead
chzy chik: when i look at the world, that's what i want to see
Drusilla Bell: seems like all i want is you
chzy chik: it feels like the first time
Drusilla Bell: i feel like i'm running to stand still
chzy chik: i wish i could stay, but i need to be gone
Drusilla Bell: go on with your promenade then
chzychik: i want to go where the streets have no name
Drusilla Bell: but i still haven't found what i'm looking for
chzychik: i'm gonna go there with or without you
Drusilla Bell: walk on, then
chzy chik: but i can't leave without the sweetest thing
Drusilla Bell: One life, though, you got to do what you should
chzy chik: maybe in a little while
Drusilla Bell: seems like you're stuck in a moment you can't get out of
chzy chik: i feel like i'm in the middle of an electrical storm
Drusilla Bell: you'll be all right if god will send his angels
chzy chik: will it be even better than the real thing?
Drusilla Bell: They say God works in mysterious ways
chzy chik: i'm trying to throw my arms around the world
Drusilla Bell: but you need the hands that built america to do that
chzy chik: in the name of love, right?
Drusilla Bell: that, and desire
chzy chik: then who's gonna ride the wild horses?
Drusilla Bell: the pretty little angel of harlem, of course
chzy chik: will she do it with the lady with the spinning head?
Drusilla Bell: they'll both do it dancing barefoot
chzy chik: what'll happen to the wanderer?
Drusilla Bell: he'll walk to the water
chzy chik: i guess some days are better than others
Drusilla Bell: i hear sunday, bloody sunday is the worst
chzy chik: it's a dirty day that's for sure
Drusilla Bell: tell me, do you feel loved?
chzy chik: i feel numb
Drusilla Bell: you won't if you wear that velvet dress
chzy chik: i need somone to hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me
Drusilla Bell: you can find that at the playboy mansion
chzy chik: maybe i should go dancing at the discotheque
Drusilla Bell: i will follow, if you let me
chzy chik: until the last night on earth?
Drusilla Bell: night and day
chzy chik: let's go to miami then
Drusilla Bell: we'll have a sort of homecoming
chzy chik: and we'll be staring at the sun
Drusilla Bell: can we watch on one tree hill?
chzy chik: at twilight
Drusilla Bell: maybe i'll go to heartland then
chzy chik: near the shadows and tall trees?
Drusilla Bell: yes, in god's country
chzy chik: that'll provide some stories for boys
Drusilla Bell: I can name 40 of them
chzy chik: maybe you can do it another time, another place
Drusilla Bell: perhaps i'll try on new years day
chzy chik: i can hear the 11 o'clock tick tock
Drusilla Bell: the electric co. makes that sound
chzychik: maybe i'll hear it again tomorrow
Drusilla Bell: will you hear it when love comes to town?
chzy chik: i was hoping to hear it when i threw a brick though a window
Drusilla Bell: you're such a funny party girl
chzy chik: is that all?
Drusilla Bell: bad, isn't it?
chzy chik: you're an unforgettable fire
Drusilla Bell: i admire your grace
chzy chik: i admire elvis presley and america
Drusilla Bell: i only admire them when i look at the world
chzy chik: i like them on the 4th of july
Drusilla Bell: hallelujah to that
chzy chik: i need to exit
Drusilla Bell: where did it all go wrong?
chzy chik: when i tripped through your wires
Drusilla Bell: i'll take you to your blue room if you want
chzy chik: i surrender
Drusilla Bell: don't surrender to my everlasting love
chzy chik: i won't because our two hearts beat as one
Drusilla Bell: then let love rescue me
chzy chik: this feels just like a song
Drusilla Bell: please, tell me more
chzy chik: i wish it felt like summer rain outside
Drusilla Bell: the sun's being an absolute mofo it seems
chzy chik: we should go fly a kite soon
Drusilla Bell: we can go slow dancing afterwards
chzy chik: and eat wild honey
Drusilla Bell: i'll bring some lemons, if you like
chzy chik: it'll be a beautiful day
Drusilla Bell: with an indian summer sky overhead
chzy chik: when i look at the world, that's what i want to see
Drusilla Bell: seems like all i want is you
chzy chik: it feels like the first time
Drusilla Bell: i feel like i'm running to stand still
chzy chik: i wish i could stay, but i need to be gone
Drusilla Bell: go on with your promenade then
New layout because the other one pretty much died X.x...R.I.P old layout...
Spent today riding around Chester with James. I showed him my old houses, and then actually remembered how to get to Southpark Mall, and we walked around there for about an hour. He was really funny last night when he came into Eckerd. Very hyper, but cute ^^'' I'm trying to convince him to go to Prom...don't know if he will. He wants me to wear red, though.
We're going to go see Willard tomorrow...but I really don't want to the The Hunted. Benicio(sp?) Del Toro just is not very appealing to me. Much rather watch Tombstone again :) Yummy Val Kilmer. I think he's mucho sexy as Doc Holliday, but everyone else is like "eww, he has tuberculosis." Yes, I realize that. But it's his voice, that southern drawl, and the way he handles himself that makes the portrayal so delicious. And with the name, it's all perfect.
I really love this version of "Everlasting Love" U2 did. Hearing Bono sound so happy...like he's pouring out his heart in the moment he's found real love. When he laughs while singing "Like the sun it shines"...I can't help but believe that there's real, everlasting love out there for me too.
Hearts gone astray
Keeping up when they go
I went away
Just when you needed me so
You won't regret
I'll come back begging you
Don't you forget
Welcome love we once knew
Yeah
Open up your eyes
Then you'll realize
Here I said was my
Everlasting love
Need you by my side
Come and be my bride
You'll never be denied
Everlasting love
From the very start
Open up your heart
Feel the love you've got
Everlasting love
This love will last forever
This love will last forever
Hearts gone astray
Keeping up when they go
I went away
Just when you needed me so
You won't regret
I'll come back begging you
Don't you forget
Welcome love we once knew
Yeah...
When love's river flows
No one really knows
'Til someone's there to show the
Way to lasting love
Like the sun it shines
Endlessly it shines
You always will be mine
Eternal love
Whatever love went wrong
Ours would still be strong
We'd have our own
Everlasting love
This love will last forever
This love will last forever
Open up your eyes
Then you'll realize
Here I said was my
Everlasting love
Need you by my side
Come and be my pride
Never be denied
Everlasting love
From the very start
Open up your heart
Feel the love you've got
Everlasting love
Spent today riding around Chester with James. I showed him my old houses, and then actually remembered how to get to Southpark Mall, and we walked around there for about an hour. He was really funny last night when he came into Eckerd. Very hyper, but cute ^^'' I'm trying to convince him to go to Prom...don't know if he will. He wants me to wear red, though.
We're going to go see Willard tomorrow...but I really don't want to the The Hunted. Benicio(sp?) Del Toro just is not very appealing to me. Much rather watch Tombstone again :) Yummy Val Kilmer. I think he's mucho sexy as Doc Holliday, but everyone else is like "eww, he has tuberculosis." Yes, I realize that. But it's his voice, that southern drawl, and the way he handles himself that makes the portrayal so delicious. And with the name, it's all perfect.
I really love this version of "Everlasting Love" U2 did. Hearing Bono sound so happy...like he's pouring out his heart in the moment he's found real love. When he laughs while singing "Like the sun it shines"...I can't help but believe that there's real, everlasting love out there for me too.
Hearts gone astray
Keeping up when they go
I went away
Just when you needed me so
You won't regret
I'll come back begging you
Don't you forget
Welcome love we once knew
Yeah
Open up your eyes
Then you'll realize
Here I said was my
Everlasting love
Need you by my side
Come and be my bride
You'll never be denied
Everlasting love
From the very start
Open up your heart
Feel the love you've got
Everlasting love
This love will last forever
This love will last forever
Hearts gone astray
Keeping up when they go
I went away
Just when you needed me so
You won't regret
I'll come back begging you
Don't you forget
Welcome love we once knew
Yeah...
When love's river flows
No one really knows
'Til someone's there to show the
Way to lasting love
Like the sun it shines
Endlessly it shines
You always will be mine
Eternal love
Whatever love went wrong
Ours would still be strong
We'd have our own
Everlasting love
This love will last forever
This love will last forever
Open up your eyes
Then you'll realize
Here I said was my
Everlasting love
Need you by my side
Come and be my pride
Never be denied
Everlasting love
From the very start
Open up your heart
Feel the love you've got
Everlasting love
