light my way

I feel really disconnected right now. I was reading Laura's blog and she talked about all the fun she has with Jesse, Kelli, and Michael. And I don't have stuff like that to talk about. Why? Cause I'm always working and I never get invited to do anything when I'm not. Mind you, this is not a personal attack on anyone...I think maybe it's because I'm actually annoying and stupid and just generally not fun to be around ~_~...

I always seem to end up being the odd-man-out in social situations...everyone's got a buddy except for Meg. And that's what fucking kills me.

Ah well...suppose I shouldn't bitch. Just bite my tongue and hang out in the background. Like always.

Gonna go...I'll post more later...