7.01.2002
I lurve Alan Rickman. Watch Dogma and you'll see what I mean. And if you can find it like I did, watch the video for this band Texas's song "In Demand". He's in it and is just oh so cute ^_^''
Michael says I'm sexy. I say I'm sexually dysfunctional. Let me explain...
When I was making out with Joseph, I felt nothing. No arousal, no tingling...nothing. When a cute boy touches me...abso-fucking-lutely nothing. I'm not saying that deep down unbeknownest to me I'm actually a lesbian, I'd know if I was. I just don't get it. Watching handsome guys on tv is great, and reading smutty stories lights my fire to an extent. But the real thing? ¬_¬...
I'm a teenager for Chrissake...looking at linoleum is supposed to turn me on >.<'' Maybe I'm just numb to sex, even though I've never experienced it. It's rather discouraging for me...what if I never get that feeling? It scares me. Time for some more song quoting...I feel it expresses my emotions better than I can...
Garbage - Nobody Loves You
Watching the days slip by so fast
Knowing our fate has long been cast
Working our fingers to the bone
Cause nobody loves you when you're gone, gone, gone, gone
Coughing up feeling just for you
To find something real to hold on to
But there is a hole inside my heart
Where all of my love comes pouring out
You know you'll always be my man
But grab yourself sweetness where you can
Cause sooner or later we're gonna die
Left to the dogs under the sky
I cracked a piece of broken glass
I cracked a piece of broken glass
Coughing up feeling just for you
To find something real to hold on to
But there is a hole inside my heart
Where waves of my love come tumbling out
You say that all the good is gone
That I have forgotten who I am
Free as a bird
Wild as the wind
But somehow I cannot let you in
That's enough for tonight...
Somebody save me...
I don't care how you do it
Just save me.
Michael says I'm sexy. I say I'm sexually dysfunctional. Let me explain...
When I was making out with Joseph, I felt nothing. No arousal, no tingling...nothing. When a cute boy touches me...abso-fucking-lutely nothing. I'm not saying that deep down unbeknownest to me I'm actually a lesbian, I'd know if I was. I just don't get it. Watching handsome guys on tv is great, and reading smutty stories lights my fire to an extent. But the real thing? ¬_¬...
I'm a teenager for Chrissake...looking at linoleum is supposed to turn me on >.<'' Maybe I'm just numb to sex, even though I've never experienced it. It's rather discouraging for me...what if I never get that feeling? It scares me. Time for some more song quoting...I feel it expresses my emotions better than I can...
Garbage - Nobody Loves You
Watching the days slip by so fast
Knowing our fate has long been cast
Working our fingers to the bone
Cause nobody loves you when you're gone, gone, gone, gone
Coughing up feeling just for you
To find something real to hold on to
But there is a hole inside my heart
Where all of my love comes pouring out
You know you'll always be my man
But grab yourself sweetness where you can
Cause sooner or later we're gonna die
Left to the dogs under the sky
I cracked a piece of broken glass
I cracked a piece of broken glass
Coughing up feeling just for you
To find something real to hold on to
But there is a hole inside my heart
Where waves of my love come tumbling out
You say that all the good is gone
That I have forgotten who I am
Free as a bird
Wild as the wind
But somehow I cannot let you in
That's enough for tonight...
Somebody save me...
I don't care how you do it
Just save me.
