light my way

So James has been very huggy this week so far o.o Hrmm....well, it makes me smile. I'm starting to get back into that "I like him" phase again...simply because Jack is extremely shy and doesn't hardly talk to me anymore. Probably found some cutesy, chesty, bubbly, blonde, preppy bimbo to cling to.

But James is really nice, and he does like a lot of the same things I'm into. We had this big discussion today in Journalism today about how I lurve Bill Pullman, and he thought I was talking about Bill Paxton, and finally he figured out who I was talking about and was like, "He's cool." I've seriously had like the biggest crush on Bill Pullman for the longest time. I rented While You Were Sleeping last night, and it had quickly become my favorite romantic comedy. I know it's stupid and naive to wish to find someone like one of these guys in these movies, but I'm a hopeless romantic and quite determined, in a sad kinda way.

I must finish this later...work calls X.x

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way