light my way

Current Music - "On The Other Hand" by Randy Travis

I need depressing country music right now because my relationship is depressing me right now. Laura knows somewhat of what I am speaking.

Basically, James was being an asshole. But my mom said it's a game that all men play, so I shouldn't worry. And I won't. I've decided not to go to Arlington with him, Josh, and Jess today, and instead focus on Longwood stuff. I know if I go with them we'll just start fighting again. And after having James make feel like utter shit, I don't really want to go through with that again with two other people in the car.

So I think I need to spend some time apart from James. Just so I can learn to be an individual again and so that I won't be horribly depressed when I go to college.

Times like these make me feel greateful to have such a strong-willed and obviously loving mother.

I found piece of mind, I'm feeling good again.
I'm on the other side,
Back among the living.
Ain't a cloud in the sky,
All my tears have been cried,
And I can finally say:
Baby, baby stay,
Stay right where you are.
I like it this way,
It's good for my heart.
I haven't felt like this,
In God knows how long.
I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.

I still love you, and I will forever
We can't hide the truth,
We know each other better.
When we try to make it work,
We both end up hurt.
And it ain't supposed to be that way.

So baby, baby stay,
Stay right where you are.
I like it this way,
It's good for my heart.
I haven't felt like this,
In God knows how long.
I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.

When you try to make it work,
We both end up hurt.
Love ain't supposed to be that way.

So baby, baby stay,
Stay right where you are.
I like it this way,
It's good for my heart.
I haven't felt like this,
No, in God knows how long.
I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.

I know everything's gonna be okay,
If you just stay gone.