4.27.2005
And now we're dancing, dancing, dancing with no music
What is happening, happening, happening and no feelings
Except this is right
We just had to leave all that behind.
-The Avett Brothers
I am swearing off forming emotional attachments to boys. At least for a while, I think. Males my age have a lot of trouble apparently communicating what exactly they want and I think they also do and say a lot of things because they don't want to hurt a girl's feelings. The fact is, you're going to hurt me regardless so you might as well at least give me enough respect to be straight with me. For some reason I keep ending up in these confusing and hurtful situations that just leave me bitter and guarded and I don't want to be like that. I want to be content and open, not having to pick apart everything you say to me. Don't ruin my opinion of you just because you don't know what you want. If all you want is to makeout a couple times, fine I don't mind that but just let me know. If you want a relationship, okay that's a bit more complicated but we can deal with that.
Just stop jerking me around. My heart can't take too much more.
What is happening, happening, happening and no feelings
Except this is right
We just had to leave all that behind.
-The Avett Brothers
I am swearing off forming emotional attachments to boys. At least for a while, I think. Males my age have a lot of trouble apparently communicating what exactly they want and I think they also do and say a lot of things because they don't want to hurt a girl's feelings. The fact is, you're going to hurt me regardless so you might as well at least give me enough respect to be straight with me. For some reason I keep ending up in these confusing and hurtful situations that just leave me bitter and guarded and I don't want to be like that. I want to be content and open, not having to pick apart everything you say to me. Don't ruin my opinion of you just because you don't know what you want. If all you want is to makeout a couple times, fine I don't mind that but just let me know. If you want a relationship, okay that's a bit more complicated but we can deal with that.
Just stop jerking me around. My heart can't take too much more.
